i had to have some distance from what had happened between my Mistress and i and what better place to get that distance than to disappear into Gor.

Off to Silk and Steel i went.  It was packed.  There was so much going on i couldn't keep track of it.  And then a Master grabbed me and dragged me to his furs.  i had no idea what was going on.  He shouted at me, "SULA!" and i had NO idea what that meant, but i'd seen all the slaves bustling about serving things so i fixed him a salad. (i thought, sula...salad?)  He was not amused. 

After being thoroughly ridiculed, the Master forced me into various positions.  My heart hammered in my ears.  These were Men.  Loud, rude, unapologetic, scary, and very exciting. 

A Master named Liam talked to me and used binding fiber to carry me off to another network (austnet) and dump me at the feet of Master Bog in a channel called Kajira Gardens.  I don't remember what name i was given, but i became slave{KG}

i was told i would be trained, and that i was expected to learn quickly.

There were some wonderful Masters in KG.  One in particular, Darkholm, was patient, firm, scary as all get out, and he took an interest in teaching me how things were.  Another was Master Collector.  Master Bog himself, was not a bad teacher, and there were the other slaves as well. 

Master Darkholm grabbed me by my hair, early on in my stay at KG and pressed His hand to my belly. 

"What are you girl?"  he asked

And this was the first time i understood what they meant by "slave belly".  My whole body tightened. 

"Slave."  i whispered to him.

He tightened his grip.

i can't begin to describe the feelings that roiled through my body.  i was scared, thrilled, excited, heated, and every cell in my body ached to please that Master. 

He drew my face to His and asked, softly.  "And what am *I* girl?"  and of course the only thing i could answer was, "Master!" 

 Again, there are those who simply feel nothing when they "play" online.  And i guess i say, "to each their own" but when i say, "my body was shaking" that's exactly what was happening on my side of the keyboard.  i am one that feels every emotion that she describes. 

And it was in KG that i learned that it is a slave girl's function to be pleasing.  I cried, i railed, i struggled, i wept, and under the guidance of these Men i became what i claimed to be....a slave.